HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JENSEN ROSS ACKLES!

It’s 33 years, six of Supernatural, that’s when the most people known you.
Me? Oh, I got crazy when I saw him play the most attractive man that I ever saw in my life.
Jason Teague.
And, like we all know, to compete with Tom Welling isn’t easy!
However, wasn’t just that. When Supernatural makes its debut, I saw him again and, incredible, I laugh of his way to play.
You seem like one more handsome actor who a thousand women wanted to get! But that was not enough! Beyond that, you had to be competent!
I laugh of the way you looked. I thought funny Dean’s defame jokes. I learned to admire an actor who I didn’t know that well and then I made researches on you.
Surprising. You didn’t came from a millionaire family, you were just a shy guy with glasses. Was a model, made amazing photos. I found out that you play a role in some soup opera and that I went look out for you at Youtube. I laugh a little bit when I saw you completely lost in some scenes.
After that, Dark Angel. And I can guaranteed you: I never saw a man most handsome than you in my entire life!
The problem is: beauty isn’t enough to admire someone. I read your biography and then I realize that you are very discrete man. Isn’t to many things about you around there, you don’t let them in. After you became a “star” of Supernatural, everything change. There are many photos and interviews, pictures of you everywhere you go.
No, you don’t deal with this things very well. Some people think that you are tough, arrogant and have some ‘star syndrome’. You have your moments of “lemon prime”, but I believe it’s just because you’re a very shy man.
I heard you sing. And my pathetic face in front of my computer was epic. Your voice is gorgeous, even when you apologize to your fans saying that you’re not a good singer.
It’s been years, Jensen Ackles, admiring you. I’m not talking about getting married with you, jump in your lap, to grasp you or kiss you. It’s not that. This isn’t the kind of behavior a fan who respects your controlled personality and style should have. You’re not a rude guy, but respect it’s a good thing and everybody should know that you’re not comfortable with privacy invasion. A good and traditional Texan guy from Dallas.
When someone wants to piss you off, they just should ignore all your years of study, your tests to roles, your powerful voice, the influence of your father in your life and just yell that your very attractive. Yeah, I saw your face when somebody told this in some convention. This is not something that make you the most happy guy in the world, you have mirrors at home, right? No, it’s better tell you how hard you work for things that you want, the effort that you made to deserve your nickname “One Take Ackles”.
You correct everyone on set, talk hard with other actresses and actors, you lost your patience, but this just happen because you’re so dedicated with your work that you expect the others were just like you.
But, besides this, you have respect from who works with you, you care with the new guys, try let everybody comfortable and, especially, you’re the most patient guy in the world when have to do thirty takes in some scenes with Jared…
I laugh of some “I’m gonna kill” faces that you made to some stupid questions in conventions. But, even this way, you are polite, try to be nice and gentle, but, really, ask the color of your underwear was too much…
I was horrified when I saw you have to ask people to stop send used panties to your parent’s house
Right, be a celebrity in a FANATIC fandom isn’t easy.
However, you know how to deal with and when you compared us to the trekkies and call us to the most fanatic fandom in the world we could see how grateful you are to the people who dedicates to support you. I loved when you said that we are more respectful than Twilight fans.
Thank you for filming in behind zero temperatures, suck ice to not make smoke when you say your lines, don’t sleep, get tired, away from your family and your country.
Thank you for make us laugh with Dean Winchester, for you give us to intense scenes that make a lot of people cry, for let us know that you take two hours to calm down and control yourself after filming Sam’s death, thank you for be exactly the way you are, ‘cause you don’t need to you change anything, after all, admire someone include his flaws.
Thank you for going to conventions even after work in the middle of the night. I won’t talk about Jared Padalecki, because he’s just crazy as you and that’s why the fandom loves you both, but you are his safe place and he is yours. We see this in every scene you do.
Happy birthday, Jensen Ackles, from this anon girl who saw you at Vancouver streets and was incapable to say anything. Someone who felt his legs trembling when waited for your signature. Someone who trembling so much when saw you come in to stage with your friend Jared Padalecki that lost more than a hundred pictures because she couldn’t stabilize the camera.
Be happy, be yourself and just smile. Because your smile is one of the most beautiful things on earth. And, plus, eat your “chocolate cake with chocolate inside and up and covered by chocolate” like you said in some convention about your favorite flavor of pie.

ShiryuForever94

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Thirty three years ago I wasn’t born yet. When I wasn’t even exists, some lady call Donna Shaffer have a baby boy call Jensen Ackles and, as an irony of destiny, this boy should be one more ‘Jason’. But no, he would be Jensen Ross Ackles, someone more, someone more than just some ‘Jason’… You know, this even remember me a John Lennon movie when he said: “why God doesn’t make me Elvis?”, and he had an answer: “because He kept you to be John Lennon”.
This is you, Jensen Ackles, that guy who sometimes is named rude, but who knows you, knows that you simplicity is one of your virtues… And it’s so rare see an actor withis quality in these days…
You know, I didn’t followed you around my whole life, but I’ve been looked up for you during this time I’m on the fandom, I’ve been made some researches on you. And why? I don’t know to say exactly, maybe because I never admired someone to the point, wanna know everything about him, his job, his life, what he eats, what he wears… Is it fanatism? Well, I prefer to believe that I’m some fan who loves your idol too much. Maybe I’m crazy, but honestly, this is not the point.
And who knew, one year before I was born, was the time Jensen Ackles starts his career, in ’96. Yeah, for many of you could be some date, but for me was when Jensen Ackles finally found out that he was more than simple ‘Jason’, was the time when he started to shine.
And after all your ways, after all your work, you came to Supernatural… And then I found you. Yeah, you were my hero! That sarcasticly carachter that made me to glue on TV to see it. After that, I saw you in Smallville, but I gotta confess that no one can beat Dean, I’m sorry Jason Teague. And thanks to the new world that I saw in J-squared, I learned to admire and respect you even more. I learned that you weren’t some blond green-eyed guy *schuckles*, you are that actor who works hard to get things right, and let me tell you: you can get it.
I learned to love you and that silly boy calls Jared. I learned to look at the conventions just to know a little more about you. I learned to have devotion to an idol… I learned that a man can be handsome, but this is not the only thing it matters to me.
How is possible that just a smile can make me more happier?
How is possible I care so much for some guy who I don’t even know or saw in person?
How love can cross lines of sanity and became admiration, a fan support?
I’m happy and you smile, I cry when I see you sad or stoned with pills, I want the best for you…

I hold my breath when I see you like that, so close to Jared... And yes, I don’t actually want you. My love and admiration just pass that phase.
I admire you for who you are, even with your flaws, because I understand that you’re not perfect. With you virtues, ‘cause I know you got them even more. So I tell you, congratulations for your day, because thanks to this March 1st, thanks to you came to this world, just today, I gotta one more reason to smile about it, even if you have no idea who I am, believe me, I know who you are and while I live, I’ll never forget who are Jensen Ackles.

Jéssica